my self-esteem is so down right now. woke up in the morning yesterday and found out that my left eye was swollen. IDK what causes it to look like that but it hurts. I’m guessing its a stye….but theres no puss or that big bump. its just really swollen. im so embarrassed. :( i dont want anyone to see me like this. i’m even embarrassed for my own bf to look at me. but i cant change it anymore because im over his house when it happened. but thank god he’s been supportive about it. he took good care of me like i have the flu or something :) oh and then i receive this phone call this morning from my younger brother. he was concerned about my eye :) it was pretty sweet. haha i should get sick more often lol haaha silly me. but seriously he’s been nice to me lately. i wonder why??? anyway, i just really wish this thing will go away. im tired. goodnight.
summer plan
- mountain hiking
- ride bike
- go to Myrtle Beach to celebrate 1 year with my boyfriend :)
- Go to the Philippines with my family <3
- celebrate my grandparent’s 50th anniversary
- BORACAY to celebrate my mom’s birthday
- go clubbing
- Celebrate both of my brother’s birthday June and August
- Celebrate my boyfriend’s birthday
- Celebrate Brooke’s birthday
- Go to VA beach with family for a week in August
- Celebrate my 21st birthday
- Go to Atlantic city and gamble
- GET DRUNK LEGALLY :)
- go to a bar
- go to a strip club with friends
- fly a kite
- picnic
- have a barbeque
- get an A on my summer online class
- learn how to make a Filipino dish
- Kings Dominion
- a one day trip at the beach
- road trip with my family in the Philippines
- explore new destination
- loose weight
- party with friends before they leave for college
- get a new job after I come back from the Philippines
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Picture reminds my of my grandparent’s upcoming golden wedding anniversary this summer :) I can’t wait!
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#NATIONAL KISS DAY
but my boyfrennnn is not here :’( wahhh i miss him
I’m so stressed out right now to a point I can’t fall asleep. This week is gonna b hell for me. I just can’t wait for this week to b over. Lord give me strength…
I have an essay I need to finish. i really need a good grade on this. So i gotta wake up extra early tomorrow to speak with my professor. I have to make sure my paper is on the right path….or else I’m gona get a heart attack.seriously.
I just found out I have a quiz tomorrow for philosophy. I have no idea what it’s gonna b about because I missed class last week.
I have to go to court for my speeding ticket but someone threw away my mail. I know what time & location but I’m not sure if I’m supposed to bring that piece of paper in with me. On top of that I still have to buy an outfit. A decent one for the court thing. someone told me I’m supposed to wear a suit for women.
Then i have work afterwards.
Gahhhhh i wish i had more time!!!!!!!!
